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Sunday, January 13, 2008
9:20 AM
MAN!
this coming week is gonna to test my determination and perseverance. piles of projects to be completed. juggling it with tuition and genki will not be easy. with the addition of st john stuffs, ah... who is willing to share this burden with me?
watched "one missed call" yesterday with friends, but was watching with ivor to be specific. alright, so the issue was, two straight guy seated side by side, watching a horror movie, it is like... the rest, i will leave it for your imagination to run wild. should anyone who read this post, strongly advised not to watch and waste your money, unless you have nothing else better to spend on. the whole show is crap.
this stanza will gonna be a spoiler to the movie, those who are still stubbornly wanna watched this show, please skip this part. the show is about people getting a missed call from the future, and the date simply means the time that the particular person will be killed, murdered or whatever you said it is. and the missed call, if they listened to this voicemail, it is the voice of the person who's gonna be killed, and it is the last words they spoke before they had their life ended.
sound interesting yea, but till you watched it, you would have say it is lame. the ending is total anti-climax to the max! everyone in the theatre was like,"what? this is it? damn, i wasted my money on such poor quality movie(based on my own imagination)". however, it is what i interpret from their facial expression, those kind of disappointment. personal rating 1 1/2 out of 5.
enough of the show, to each his own on the view of the movie. today i was shocked and astonished by how one of my chef can actually had his mood swing 180 degree. without warning or reason. i was pissed off by this irrational behaviour of his and refuse to go will the flow. after the long night of operation, he finally apologised to me and due to the extremely good character of mine, of course i accepted his apology. i know i bhb.
as crazy as i can be, during the two hour break, i was possessed by the rock star which is embedded in me and started to start my "mini concert" in Genki. sang many songs and entertained many people and at the same time, annoyed some of them. well, this is what you get when you have a long break time.
thanks mother for the treat for lunch today at work. i totally appreciate that!
i must start to give thanks to every single things that happened in my life. this would help greatly to live life better. also, not to take our daily things for granted! so now, the list of confession with millions thanks:
1) have a place to stay, a nice bed, a nice environment and a family
2)do not have to experience hunger all my past days
3)wonderful friends around me, sec brudders, poly brudders, genki gang, circus max staffs, innotrek staffs, OC staffs, sjab seniors and juniors. even accquatainces which barely speak a few words, still you had been part of my life.
4)people who had been through life together with me, which tells me that i'm not alone.
the list wont stop if i continue, guys, start thinking about your life and start giving thanks. if you feel that you're at the pit of your life, this will let you feel that you're not the worst!
ended off as the list going on. . .
& I'm being random.
Friday, January 11, 2008
10:58 AM
well, spent 5 plus on cab to schoool for practically half an hour only?
rest of my day were spent on St John Orientation Day. finally this heavy burden was off me, but, after thinking through, i did not spent much time on this project as i have many capable helpers to render help and assist throughout the event. people like Iris and Yanteen who helped organise and run the whole event without me worrying much about the progress. Xueling and Theresa for sorting out the photos. Xin Yi and Kenneth who help out much with the banners. Yanteen's parents who sponsored the paint for the banners. Shu Hui for sorting out the registration form for me. Michelle, Pinky, William and Cass for coming down to help out willingly. Nathaneal and YongSheng for being 'Casualty', and of cause those who make the effort in this orientation, thanks for making it a sucessful one.
now, my focus in sjab will be my Bravos till they suceed in becoming a Ncos. well, i'm totally disappointed in one area of sjab though, obviously, your actions had just diminished the hope of mine, TIC, other supporting officers and even your mates.
projects are flooding till i can hardly breathe, need to adjust my life to projects right now. looking forward to my attachment next sem and hope i got selected to a good company and hope the pay will also be appealing.
some unhappy event had occurred in Genki, and if it really come to worse, most of the outlet's part-timer may just quit together. serious, isn't it?
get the idea straight to your head, it ain't just your business!
& I'm being random.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
9:23 AM
had a hard time to force myself to blog lately, mainly because i always hang out late outside with friends and brudders.
let's recap, well, had been quite a workaholic for a while, went for tuition kids, went for belaying at diary farm and been working in genki more frequently. hope that this month pay will be a acceptable one=)
belaying had never fail to give me new revelations. been to dairy farm campsite for belaying on CRC, those which have many obstacle to cross. funny incident is that with the lack of experiences, i sent a kid up the wrong way, which cause him to climb up the pole, climb down walk to another side and climb up again. was an embarrassing moment. anyway i took one of the school's matrix, also known as camp booklet or manual, because inside there are cheers that can be used for sjab.
a very very big news in genki, a couple was recently been matched. all the best to them. shui ge and shan mei! haha.
well, as told to other of my brudders and friends, everyone started to get attached, and i'm the only one leave on the shelf, will i really be a loner? well, i guess the answer would be yes ba, to imagine a girl who's gonna wait for a guy for 2 years for national service, can the girl have such faith on the guy and not get distracted by the outside world? let's nature take its course then, to be attached or not, i would have not much worries, just that sometime there's always situations where you need someone to take care of you, and forgo every man's responsibilities of being tough, like in this very situation i am in now, down with flu and cough, how nice to have someone to take good care of you right, and all the guys say, AMEN!
talking about health, really not in my condition, had my blood drawn for test, suspecting that my kidney is complaining about my living style, got to wait for two weeks for results, guys who pray, do keep my in you prayers.
now, i'm also been stressed about my workload, st john, projects, tuition, genki, so many things and so little time. i had not been spending quality time alone and searching for the blue moment. i am very sorry to my MAF group as i totally had not contribute a single shit for the project and the worst thing is that they hold no grudges against me. man, felt so guilty.
random thoughts: life can be so unpredictable, MC king can just passed away so suddenly. how fragile we can actually be. so, guys life live the way you want, appreciate every moment you had, if you trat everyday as your last, you will feel more accomplished and fulfilling=)
& I'm being random.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
11:13 AM
man oh man, i sure did had fun myself during the moment of moving onto a new year!
let's reminisce, 2007 was definitely a tough and fast year for me at least.
for brothers, we just get heavily on the things we indulged in, especially when KL is involved. this year was also the year we spent most of our nights together, for that reason. Haha.
for family, though bickered with them a bit, but it's definitely a better year compared to the others. didn't visit my other relatives that often too, that's unhealthy.
for genki, the first time going to a Dinner and Dance, met new phillipino friends, and also the departure of their attachment terms in Singapore. better understanding between staffs and many new rules set. also found my blossoms there, be it new, old, or used to.
for occupation, first time got myself into many jobs at a go, outdoor camp instructor under two companies, event company, genki, and recently, tuitioning 2 kids.
and lastly for relationship, first time went overseas with her, shortest time of relationship i ever had, first time ended the relationship with an awkard scene. the longest time i ever dwell of even though the breaking up.
for personal, many promises were being made, but few or none was fulfilled, be it to self, or to others. been scraping through merely this whole year. also first time earned enough money for me to actually went overseas with two other idiots, which also made my first phone to be spoilt by others into a toilet bowl with the stench of overseas water.
many first were made last year, more first time will be coming. may i be stronger than previous year, doing things fervently, bigger breathroughs and better life to come.
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enough of reminiscing, talk about yesterday. was busy working at genki on the new year eve and made remarkable sales of 10.1K that particular night. though not very spectacular for a big outlet, but we had not been experiencing this kind of sales lately.hope that this could mean a good start for the coming year. work ended abruptly at 2330hrs and we was still deciding where to countdown, conclusion was at marina, at least there's fireworks, nice ambience and of course, not forgetting free food and beers!
sad to say though, we spent our countdown in the train at the stop bugis. ran up to the station once we reached city hall and managed to catch a glimpse of the fireworks. not a wasted trip afterall.
pushed through the crowd and fond shelter at marina square genki, had some finger food and drank a few bottles of beers and red wines. everyone was like on top of the world and was expecting a better year ahead. had great fun celebrating with them. went to K Box after that, but it was way too expensive for a 4hr singing session. 40 bucks for a person! even a bomb doesn't cost that much. still, we went in thinking it was a good moment and money should not be an issue for that moment. took train back and had breakfast together at interchange.
well, tomorrow will be a school day, of which i also have tuition at night. gonna cut G.I as another time of confirmation of brotherhood! ah... gonna be botak for the third time!
to be continued. . .
& I'm being random.