the prawn pond! my harvest! check out the prawn head which i devour when it still alive! aren't we cool?
Ninja YQ after an exhausting day at work! CHECK OUT OUR JACKETS!! WHEE~~~ i am damn serious, playing solitaire
hi guys, F.EB aka F.S.B is here to blog and to make all emotional and sensitive again!
random thoughts, was chatting with shan moments ago and here comes the topic "doomsday".
many blogs that i been to, or people that i talked to, seems to find living is a burden.
is living in this world really such a burden that you get raptured over this issue when people says that 2012 is doomsday? in the first place, so many pedictions around talking about doomsday, the 2000 millennium, and stuffs like that, it all apparently does not come to pass. yea true though i believe that in my lifetime i do think the existence of doomsday do sounds relevant. well, people who read the bible, armageddon will happen, with its signs and prophecies realising in this days, tsunami, earthquakes and wars.
but since you're living right now, why not think that it's only fortunate to be still breathing and living with no worries. (come on YQ, my life sucks!). but are you the worst? so much people with so much desire to live, but we over here are only thinking of ending the 'misery' that ain't nothing compared to people who are in a worse scenario.think again.
back to my life, prawning with sec school peeps, without he presence of cheng and kaili though, left me reminscing about the first visit to the prawn pond. it was fun though we had a meagre harvest. did something crazy this time, whereby i ate a live prawn raw. cruel isn't it? took the prawn out sprinkled some salt and there i went peeling the shells and had a succulent bite out of the prawn!
isn't my holland jacket nice? with the same design as jesper(portugal) and same colour as sheng(holland). still, mine and sheng's design is diff, wore it in airport together with the two bastard and i can feel the glaring of people looking at two suave guys wearing the same jacket, only till they see our back, then realise they see wrongly. i admit i'm quite stupid to buy a jasket whose country had lost the cup, esp at the moment russia won holland. but nevertheless, i LOVE ORANGE!! and holland not a bad country either, thus still proud wearing the jacket!
& I'm being random.
Friday, June 27, 2008
9:36 AM
T2(AO)Departure Team full strength! sing some songs! enjoy some breeze!! stop that Andy!
tried singing alone in airport's karaoke system while the rest played basketball after matches of badminton. i guess the feeling's is damn shiok, you do not have to care on how people judge your voice and how you sing. it is the best time to train songs that you have no confident.
if CAAS was to give us salary for teelin in airport, i guess monthly i will receive 1k plus, after deducting CPF. practically every night teelin. it seems that we are trying to spend time together as much as possible, fearing of the seperation that will be coming. we are getting used to gather. everyone was excited to pack their stuffs, rushing for the 6.07pm train, or the bus that they are going to catch. but on the other extreme, we are expecting for knock-off time too. but, for a very different reason, to gather around and plan where to have our dinner and spend time to slack/teelin.
how long can this last? or it is just somethings to occupy our time?
chatted with wei xiong when he came back for our weekly sports day, i've asked him about the 'gathering' that the NTU interns plan to have, a meal once a week together. i was curious to know how did it went. but to much of my expectations, they did not met up even once. or rather, not much of a contact. please do not be sensitive, not trying distort the interns there, but rather, will this happened to us too when we left the internship? when we come back for visit, will any of the staffs(excluding those in my office) still bother to remember our names?
yes, i am fighting hard to get back the mood for sjab. i must. to do my very best in this course and make something good out of it.
i've sinned this week. i've spent alot on something which is a want and not a need. but i really lke it. BECAUSE IT'S ORANGE!!!!! A Nederland's jacket. though it lost the Euro cup, but still, i like both Holland and ORANGE!!!!!!
& I'm being random.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
8:20 AM
look at the gigantic size of the LEGO. done by my tuition kid, Xing Wei. saw this mascot at T3 transit afterour desert at Gelare!
Damn hardworking i know=) (during the shifting of work around 3am in airport?) Hey, isn't he the one who is featured in STOMP for squatting looking at girl's upskirt? Come on Bubble, give me a shot! That's my boy! I've got PO, BEWARE! (during the present hunt for Sinli)
Tiring day out today.
took a half day off today to check my payment issue in TP. out of sudden, i started to hate travelling on bus. from airport took 27, den change to 15 settle TP stuffs, took 69 to Bedok for tuition den took 28 to my house there and took 34 back to airport to meet the rest for dinner.
Finally, the pay from CAAS has arrived. thinking if i should buy the Pedro shoes, since airport have discount for staff, to my dismay, a pathetic 10% discount given only, (after adding 7% GST, you only got 3% discount afterall). perhaps i should save it up till i see something that worth my money.
some random thoughts for the day, maybe it may apply to you, for those who have eyes, let them see.
do you sometimes get pissed off by someone who is insensitive to the people around you?
do you sometimes felt insulted for the words people said to you?(though they dun meant it?)
these people may not know that they already gave people that kinda impression, but, to the receivers, they might not be able to within the 'Jokes' or 'Behaviour' they person is showing/expressing.
these people are harmless, just irritating and maybe nuisance to the conversation, to some extend, they might not even want the presence of that person on the next gathering.
i could sense some nodding of heads as reader as scrolling it.
on the contrary, YOU MIGHT BE THE PERSON!!!
if you think you're that kinda person, some advise=) (P.S not saying that i'm not one, or i damn holy to judge people, but just giving my 2 cents thoughts.)
1) look at the receiver,is he/she sensitive to the subject that you are gonna say? will you hurt her indirectly because of the words you choose?
2) look at the environment, perhaps saying the same things to an individual and saying it in front of the whole crowd with the same subject may have different impact.
3)do not assume that the person will be such magnanimous to forgive and forget everytime you say the same things which will hurt the other party.
i do admit sometimes i such an ass. just hope that no one will do such things to my circle of friends.
it's a little tough to walk down slope sometimes on airport, so i did this. took at 2 diff angle=)
ENJOY!
& I'm being random.
Monday, June 23, 2008
8:07 AM
tried to upload some photos but can't will try agin next time!
anyway in office today. celebrated sinli's birthday with a swensen ice cream cake. well, dun seems like a surprise for her though, as if she knows that we are gonna that mini celebration for her. chee chiang, my cute boss's boss's boss, let us hear his ringtone. M is for mummy, mummy i love you, M is for mummy, mummy i love you, M is for mummy, mummy i love you, mummy mummy mummy, i love you. D is for daddy, daddy i love you.......... S is for sister, sister i love you...... wosh! actually, this ringtone is sang and recorded by his daughter, who learnt this song and sang this song during a car ride while my boss boss boss is driving.
from the expression of chee chiang, i could see from his eyes, how much he loved his daughter, how much fatherly love he had for his two daughters.
been a teen, i know i could not understand his feeling as a father, but what i do know, is a father's love we could get, what we all called kinship.
gonna go back to TP to settle some school payment issues, will wanna take this chance also to see how is the campus like now, after so long in attachment. after which will be back to airport to meet the rest for dinner at Gelare. time for teelin.
(so, what's teelin? it does explain or define in dictionary.)
the story goes like this.
a friend of Wei Sheng, which is also my friend's friend, happened to have a father who love to slack, practically slack, he could lie down anyway and everywhere, even at doorstep, he could lie down. what is his name, Mr Teelin. thus, this new word is been found and used by us and Wei Sheng's friend. sounds cool? i think is very cool to used a person's name as a description.
& I'm being random.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
9:14 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAN AND SIN LI!!
back to my life.
went to facial together with Andy at Serangoon for 3 1/2hour. slept during the mask and steaming part. enjoyable experience. i love the face massage the most. completely indulged in the music played and the comfy bed they had there.
THANKS SINLI!(may not be appropriate to type it here due to huge amount of readers!)
Dear God, had the sweetest(i think so) dream i had yesterday night. i was @$%@^&#%##^&#%^#%&*^$^&@$%@^#%&#^@$^@&#&#@#^^&&()& (this convo is between me and Him!) heard that Ivor's coming back to You. whe will be my turn? i guess i will not be back home so soon ba. save the best for the last! till then, watched over me, with fleets of archangels behind my back!
alright, time for bed!
& I'm being random.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
8:47 PM
To begin with, this love story of truly tell us that life is a bed of roses, because it does sting you sometimes with it thorns, the thorns of truth.
Cynical to say, but this post was meant for one of my brothers, a brother named being kept confidential for privacy purposes.
To those who knew him, he was not able to get over a girl, one who gave him a bigger perspective of views and thoughts, I believe. Well, though after it’s been more than a year, he just kept on pondering, pondering and pondering, picturing the shattered pieces would one day eventually joined back. To make this unfruitful dream come to past, he made a bold move. He initiated a mail to her, telling of things which he wanted to express out much.
(Let’s be more poetic! )
Skies turned grey, clouds overshadowed the poor boy, she replied. As he read the letter, as he read on, he stared at this sentence, “ we are two very different individuals” & “ we were young and stupid back then”. HOW CAN YOU NOT BE SHATTERED AFTER SEEING SUCH THINGS FROM THE GIRL WHO YOU TRY TO MAKE UP FOR?!
(Back to author’s point of view)
Nevertheless, we all been through this stage, the stage of feeling lost. How pathetic human’s emotion can be. The great author here also been through, still regretting, but one cold, hard fact that I know is, we can’t turn back the clock and sort things out. Seeing the girl you like got together with another guy, the feeling’s not good, it’s damn sour.
(By the Advisory Wing of this blog)
Dear boy, the only thing we can do is to embrace on the sweet memories that we once had, learn from it and not to commit such wishing thinking anymore. MOVE ON.
You’re not heavy, you’re my brother.
& I'm being random.
Monday, June 16, 2008
4:50 AM
Such a hectic weekend!
stayed in airport for OT for eleven hours! which add up normal working hours of nine hours, i've worked a total of 20 HOURS, not including the hours i slack in airport waiting for time to pass.
i like it though, witnessing every single partition being teared down and transport to store. oh ya, to all loyal and faithful readers, remember the long way to South Finger storeroom? i've made a total of seven trips back and forth to the store. and trip takes about thirty to forty five mins.
well, everything ended at 730am and take a short nap till 8, make my way to school.
*knocked out completely for over 10 hours to recuperate and recover from the fatigue*
not much happening things during this weekend. mainly spent on resting.
& I'm being random.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
8:47 AM
sweet memories seniors the one i hope to groom at wong lee hom's concert cheers~ a ah oh ah sjab ah~~ we are the best of sjab ah!
let's me type something about a passion once burned ferociously.
a statement to clear things out for some of my dear friends......some MAY be proficient in MUAY THAI, some MAY be proficient in TAEKWONDO, some MAY be even proficient in STREET FIGHT. NOW I'M SAYING, I AM DAMN PROUD TO BE A FIRST AIDER! (just a comment that i wanted to voice out long ago, thinking when the fight gets going and you're injured, who do you need most? you think first aider can't fight? wahahaha~~)
nothing personally, just wanna be an anal to my brothers who will protect me with their lives!
but truthfully, this CCA has became my part and parcel of my life. this is my seventh year in this brigade, the place which grooms me and the place i hopefully groom people. the environment where few appreciate. without it, i am not the YQ you guys see today.
"YQ, stop bullshitting, the sjab in my school does not seems to be what you've described."
i tell you that did happened in EVSJAB.
for now, the only thing i do know is out of duty. passion has gone down, morale was low for me.
& I'm being random.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
7:54 AM
drinking the hearts out on the last day Ah Yongggggggg~~~~~ last moment of Genki/Yotei TM's Kitchen once my workplace T3 Genki/Yotei Still remember this?! mm... i only want to take with ah wang~~ Zarilyn Mandy and Xian Huggies~ Sniffs and Sobs
Mother! the manager who recruit me and taught me wilson and chen Richie~ drunk ben
Genki~
My first job once i stepped out from secondary school. so much memories... ... i really mean alot of it.
this company has no much benefit for staffs, not to mention for the part-timer, still, i had render my service there for about 2 yrs plus?(plus minus the period i quitted for some reasons) the bond of the staffs there are incredibly close and share the joy of hitting the sales target and woes of having diffcult managers.
so much damn memories, all the laughters, the quarrels, the murmuring, the gossips, the sweet moments, we all shared it all together.
from the transition period from Genki to Yotei, things weren't the same anymore, the uniform changed, the system changed, till the outlet closed down.
i witnessed the every moment when the general workers sealed up the entrance of Yotei when we were still inside reminiscing the past and shared gratitude. hugs were given, tears were shed. all hatred we had were resolved, only wishing of the greener pastures they will be facing.
ALL THE BEST PEEPS!
& I'm being random.
Monday, June 9, 2008
9:51 AM
FIGURE OF THE DAY!
As usual, a photo a day to brighten all u guys day, especially those in T2AO. actually got no mood to post today but after looking into JESPER'S eyes who sooooooooooo interested in me blogging today about this particular guy above. I SHALL BLOG!!!
damn, i guessed most of you guys know that there's a plastic type around cardboard, esp those to secure rims of papers. here comes the funny part.
Firstly, before i start, should i first introduced him to you guys. FANTASTIC NAME OF RODERICK LAU!!!!!
he was asked by PUSPA to collect some baskets from her storeroom for AETOS WHICH is located at the south finger, (btw, our office is located at north, rough estimation of 1 km?)
so he went there happily(i supposed, due to him ever slim and sleeky eyes which is comparable to those of ANDY'S). according to puspa, he went there around 4 plus.
so times passes so fast, without knowing he met up with a BIGGGGGGGG problem! Jesper approached me and told me Mr Rod. had some serious problem, determined through the phone call convo by ROD!
Here comes the four warriors, ANDY, SHENG, JESPER and HANDSOME YQ YSK INTERN(that's me!) to the rescue. the point is.... roderick is trapped there for roughly two hours when we went to rescue him. damn, had to walked to south finger to find out what is the main problem.
so we finally reached the store, only to know that RODERICK IS STILL SMILING!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE EVEN HAD PROBLEM OPENING THE STOREROOM DOOR!!!!!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!
after some struggling, the door is opened(you must had think that roderick opened the door, YOU ARE SO DAMN WRONG!! I AM THE ONE WHO OPENED THAT *&$^@ DOOR!!!!!!!
i shouted "WHERE IS THE THING?! WHERE IS IT?!" (HE WAS STILL, I MEAN STILL SMILING!!!!!!!!) only to point at this package with the plastic band to cut.
recap, he spent 2 hours, but yet to cut the band. reason being no sharp object to cut!
so here comes HANDSOME YQ YSK INTERN(that's ME=) ) , opened both package in mm...... last than a min? GOD, HAVE MERCY ON ME!!!! I HAVE WEAK HEART!!!!!!
all broke down into laughter and Jesper and I went bonkers and damn like 2 mad chicken!
PLEASE, READ ON!!!!!!
during the walk back, beside the laughter we had, roderick told this to us" i knew i never regret making you guys as my friends." ( CAN YOU BELIEVE WAD HE SAID??!?!?!?!?!??!) another round of laughter.
again, he spoke with no intelligence at all after i called him to shut up " we must stay united!"
FORGIVE ME, BUT I SWEAR I WAS CURSING AND SWEARING LIKE A MAD DOG!
i only get to know you from the start of this internship, let's say 14th april? but your "captivating eyes" and that nosensical blabbering that you gave us were definately a tremendous fun to our internship. you are the man, you are the one, my only laugh factor in the office. please forgive me if i hurt you in any way, be it intentionally or unintentionally(most of it is intended though). i truly hope that you could find your calling, that utmost occupation which u most probably enjoy it till your last breathe. i found a good job that is in need of an applicant, i thought it would be good if you join, the company is MOSCOW CIRCUS. i strongly thing you got the capability and that untapped talent which is waiting for you to unleash it. do let me know if you're interested!
With Great Love,
Handsome YQ YSK Intern
T2AO
& I'm being random.
Sunday, June 8, 2008
9:08 AM
Nice weekend spent with colleagues from caas.
Re-Cap:
went my house for mahjong session with my mum, ended up with a total loss of $150? it's suppossed to be a fun session, keke
afterwhich went down to town have dinner where we also met up with shu yi sin li and jesper.
head down to east coast to have supper after some rounding, thanks to my chaffeur Andy, he should be sack for the waste of petrol consumption.
done some stupid stuffs there, pull ups, running, and taking of photos at the jetty, slacking by the jetty and enjoying the breeze.
as for today, went for Hi-tea at Lao Beijing located at PS, damn pissed off, cant eat much there!
singing session and tau hwueing at rochor.
damn paiseh to pang seh Pia tat they all for not going to badminton, paiseh to pang seh Ivor not to visit hulbert, pai seh to pang seh Mother and Cheng for not going to Sentosa.
back to work tml, damn worry for the contractor and the tearing down of comic store. mm....
with so many days spent with my circle of trust, start to make me ponder, what kinda person i actually am, on how people view of me, not too bad, i like the discussion we had.
thought i could move on with my life,to start afresh and only to find out that i'm still not ready.
"Internship can sometimes be so cruel to us", this is somehow what Shu Yi had said to me randomly during our small chit chat. true enough, when we just enter this company with no relationship, we started to build the foundation, getting to know each other more, and when this foundation of friendship has barely drilled, time to say bye and back to our individual life. in the shoes of Shu Yi, and other perm staffs in the office, i would feel very awkard if one day one of the intern came up to you and you could not recall their name, because they had not leave any footprint in you path of life. 15 interns in the office, 6 NTU gone, left 9. sad.
before i got more cranky, shall stop here.
& I'm being random.
Monday, June 2, 2008
8:40 AM
what a day!
one of my most nervous day of my life i shall say. for all T2AO Brothers and Sisters, you know what i am referring to.
well, guess it's a fruitless effort made by me. huge gratitude to Ji Lei and Ezza! go and die these people who make me worse by some stupid actions: ANDY NG, CHRISTOPHER KWA, CHRISTOPHER CHUA, ZHANG SHU YI and SHI CHUN!!
damn, till now............ u know what i meant don't you guys?
i now declare, I WILL NOT GO INTO T2 TRANSIT FOR TML!!!